A Follow Up... or fucked up.

I begin to formulate an idea. I stop.
I get confused quite easily, or flustered.

What is right or wrong?
To whom does it matter... family, friends, society, GOD?

Where is true happiness and is it attainable?

What is Love? Is is something you search for, or something you experience?

Pain is... struggling with the devil himself... or caused by a higher being whom you choose to believe in or not.
That's life...

I guess.

Just before the 23rd B...

My pain is so deep that my love for life seems too superficial.
Am I going through this struggle of many struggles alone, or is there truly someone out there who is my soul mate, and has or is experiencing the exact same thing? I have so many questions unanswered with many barriers to break down. I just don't know where to begin...